The Journey Day 132 04.21.20

Day 1 of the second #90DB. July 19, 2020 is the goal to complete this period.

12:47 AM — Listening to and reporting on the talk inside of my head this morning: I believe my head is finally in the right space to start over.

The “romantic seizure” has finally ebbed. The profile is finally extinguished.

I am alone again.

I’m sad about what happened. Never meant to hurt anyone. Just wanted to meet people and get to know them. Hear their stories. Be heard.

But it wasn’t meant to be.

The hard work of rebuilding me begins again.

The first 75 days, the first #75HARD, was glorious. Now I need to rekindle lightning in a bottle.

“Rolling Thunder”… a name my father used for me. Indeed.

It’s time to roll again. #90DB

Scoreboard–Building and owning a $100M Publishing House

Twitter Following: 1,448

Twitter Followers: 1,421

Books Sold: 1
Mature Monogamous Sex That Sizzles: Second Honeymoon

Books Given Away: 22
Mature Monogamous Sex That Sizzles: Second Honeymoon

Pages Read: 67
#75HARD (#ogceo): A day-by-day account of a 55-year-old male going through Andy Frisella’s #75HARD Mental Toughness Program

Current campaign running on Reddit and advertised via ENM and Twitter:
Mature Monogamous Sex That Sizzles: Second Honeymoon FREE April 21-25, 2020.

Books read to educate me:

How To Market A Book, Joanna Penn

Zen And The Art of Motorcycle Maintenance, Robert M. Pirsig

This is going to be my primary focus for the next 90 days, this IS my #90DB. I need to get this up and running. I need to get this facet of my life launched.

Habits Practiced Relating to Building a $100M Publishing concern:

Visualize owning and running a $100M Publishing House W

Write every day–Eat. Drink. F*ck.: How I Became A Mobster. Word count: 1,217 W

Pray for the success of the concepts and programs implemented that affect this undertaking. W


Fill out the O.U. Rasscalle author page

Enroll in Erotica Academy

Look at Scrivner. I need a better formatting software. Google Docs isn’t cutting it. If this pans out, get it listed on the Wish List for building out ENXP.

Lunch meeting with potential client for Dreammakers and Heartbreakers

So far, the $100M Publishing concern will: (1) publish books (2) help others build their ultimate side hustle (3) will partner with other companies to help them make their dreams come true (Dreammakers and Heartbreakers). What else will this company do? How will going through the #75HARD program factor in?

TODAY, the $100M Publishing concern generated: $1.88

Scoreboard–I Am A World-Class Athlete

Develop the habit of running every morning and working out every evening.

AM: 2.29 miles jogged

PM:1.42 miles jogged. 250 reps.

Habits Practiced Relating to Becoming a World-Class Athlete:

Visualize being a world-class athlete. W

Weight: 199.6 W

Drink a gallon of water: 59 oz

Stick to a diet plan: half sandwich, cold cuts, chips. A handful of chips, salsa, almonds, and crackers for lunch. Two grilled burgers with pepperjack cheese and a large salad for dinner. W

Avoid alcohol: Drank 4 oz of bourbon at midnight. Drank a beer while I grilled. 4 oz of bourbon while I did my reading. L

Scoreboard–I Am A Man After God’s Own Heart

Memorize Scripture: Psalm 100. W

Habits Practiced Relating to Becoming A Man After God’s Own Heart:

Visualize myself being a man after God’s own heart. W

Read Scripture every day. Acts 6. W

Pray for the kids, the grandchildren, the EX, every day. W

Scoreboard–I help drive the company I work for to $100M.

Do the elephant hunting and build the model for what an Internet Sales Manager looks like. W

Habits Practiced Relating to Driving the Company I Work for to $100M:

Visualize helping run the $100M company I work for. W

Focus myself and my team on the Top 5 projects or exercises in place to take us to $100M. W 

Help my team keep all the other plates spinning while I do my primary chores. W 

Pray for the success of the concepts and programs implemented to take the primary company to $100M. W

Scoreboard– is the marketing machine that drives the $100M publishing company. 

The Twitter Radio Rock Show. W

Habits Practiced Relating to Making the marketing machine that drives the $100M Publishing Company:

Visualize is the marketing machine that drives the $100M publishing company. W

Recite the short version of the mission statement for (Market ENXP. Document The Journey. Help others on their journey. Encourage sobriety, achievement, healing. Fuel conversations.) W

Daily, publish the cultivated articles. W

Continue to cultivate Twitter followers. W

Scoreboard–I am the best man, father, and grandfather I can be.

I’ve got a house to TOTALLY rehab. Still can’t technically do anything until the mortgage changes hands. But I can start cleaning today. W

Habits Practiced to Be The Best Man, Father, and Grandfather I Can Be:

Visualize I am the best man, father, and grandfather I can be. W

Pray to God that I will rise up and be the best man, father, and grandfather I can be. Pray for my ongoing growth in these areas of life. W

Listen to YOU (God). Listen to my heart. Lean into the Spirit’s leading. W

House payoff of $164K.L

Provide as much as possible for the kids at the end of the year. L 


Stain step

Clean house

Begin remodel

Contact home camera company after refinance goes through

Scoreboard–I am one bad-ass motherfucker.

Build out the 90-Day Burn or #90DB.

Habits Practiced to Be A Bad-Ass Motherfucker:

Pray to God that I will be bad-ass. W

Listen to REAL AF when new episodes are available. Listen to MFCEO this morning for my bad-ass education today. Listen to Lewis Howes and his School of Greatness. Listen to Shawn Stevenson and his The Model Health Show. W


Day one is in the books. A long one. Now a shit ton of reading left to do. Until tomorrow!



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